How One Day at a Time is Representing All of Us One Tool Belt at a Time

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I’m almost halfway through with Season 2 of One Day at a Time, and something happened at the end of Episode 6 that I need to shout about for a minute. But first, a little history.

I loved the original ODAAT. I watched it as a kid, and in college, when I booted up my computer it played the theme song, because I was that cool. Why no, I didn’t date much in college. Why do you ask?

And you may think that my big draw to this show was a crush on one of the strong female characters, but you’d be wrong. It was this guy.

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CBS

No, not a crush, weirdos. It as more of an…admiration. The swagger. The confidence. The jeans and vest and cigarettes rolled up in the sleeve of his always-crisp-and-clean white T-shirt. The tool belt. The key ring.

This. This was my aesthetic. I even tried to get my grandmother to name the stray cat on her porch after him. It didn’t work, though, because Grandma thought Schneider was a stupid name for a cat and “Tiger” was so much better. So unimaginative.

I knew it was weird. This isn’t how I should want to dress, you know? That’s not what little girls should be. And I definitely shouldn’t be taking my mom’s cigarette packs or the candy cigarettes we got at Hall’s Mart out the ridge and rolling them up in my sleeve. I knew it was just another one of those things that made me different. And not necessarily in a good way, at least by everyone else’s standards.

But I thought it. And I did it, when no one was watching. And it felt…good. I felt alone, but I felt more like myself than when I had to wear a dress or my uniform skirt. And I will say I was lucky — except for the uniform part, my parents really didn’t force me to dress a certain way. I was always allowed to make my own choices, often from hand-me-downs from my brother, which worked. But letting an 8 year-old roll up a pack of Winstons in her sleeve pushed the boundary a little too far, I guess.

Today, after I watched that amazing Episode 5 that made my gay heart explode into a thousand tiny pieces over the nerdy relationship that Syd and Elena started (complete with proper pronoun usage from Elena’s family), I decided to watch another episode. And at the end, there it was.

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Even though I was spoiled that it would happen (I really need to learn how to mute hashtags on Twitter), I started to cry.

I am almost 41 years old. I’ve been out for decades. I am married to a wonderful woman, and I do what I want and dress how I like. I deal with the staring when it happens because I don’t fit someone’s mold of what a woman should be. But seeing Elena dressed like that? Seeing her as what I wanted to look like? It got me.

Maybe…maybe I wasn’t the only one.

Maybe I wasn’t the only 8 or 10 year old kid who looked up to a nontraditional idol as their swagger/clothing/wardrobe goals.

Maybe there was another little kid in West Virginia who wanted to put on a tool belt and play handyman instead of playing a different kind of dress-up involving an actual dress.

Maybe I wasn’t as wrong or different as I thought back then.

Maybe my different was actually good.

I was nowhere near as self-aware as Elena is, so I don’t always see myself in her. It look me much longer to come out, and even longer still to actually date someone who deserved me. But Elena’s “look at me — I’m butch” moment?

Yes. Yes, you are. Yes, I am, sometimes.

It’s different — I am different — in the best possible way.

Thank you for that, ODAAT. This is a show that would have changed my life as a kid, so for all of the lives you have changed, will change, and are changing, thank you.

Thank you.

 

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One Day at a Time Season 2 is now streaming on Netflix.